This EMO post contains nothing but HAPPINESS as it's a HAPPY 270209 DAY as it's a day to remember! and I will. =D
To start with, ITS GST DAY~ the thought of it jus adds double happiness to it~ $300 for me 突然发财 =D thanks garment!
Next will be im lovin' it~ yes! I Love Mac! for whatever reasons that i can think of...
And what makes a perfect meal? A perfect date...
Sitting down next to you,
I was able to be myself.
Irregardless of how others look at us,
We were in a world of our own.
It felt just like a dream yet so real,
But I know this time it's true.
How I wished I could stop the time right there right then,
but time ran faster than i could.
Every moment spent was nothing,
nothing but quality.
Heartfelt.
*jumps around with great joy*
Okay the above doesnt really makes sense. I will write something more decent when I recover from overdosage of happypills. and not redbull =P
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
We are friends (PART I of my GP essay)
i shd have written this entry last week but was kinda lazy so here i am now. Things have not gone well and and i wish to say a few words regarding them
Last week, i met our dearest Weixiong along the way home. He has grown taller (much taller than xy), became fitter and looks matured in every sense. Then i started thinking of the days we 2 actually walked home together all the time. Then i started thinking when did we stop doing that. It makes me wonder why some friends actually stop meeting up all of a sudden. Is it becox we suddenly have our differences? Is it becox of a conflict? Or is it becox due to that conflict, our pride prevents us from reconciling with one another? Im sure he still enjoys soccer, or even mahjong, so what then stops us from meeting up with him?
They say that friends come and go but i say that friends only go if u let them go. Friendship does not just pop out from somewhere all of a sudden and remains there forever. It requires effort to maintain it, compromise and mutual understanding. Normal gatherings like soccer, supper meetups, etc. are essential for such bonds to continue to last. They are like the bridges to what will then consequently form the different friendship status. The three i wish to talk about are these: normal friends, close friends and true(best) friends.
Normal friends are more like acquintances. You know them only superficially and talk only when necessary. You dont and wont talk much becox there isnt a common topic and are not familiar with that person's personality. When displeased by that person, you will choose to distance yourself from him or her rather than confront him or her.
Close friends are friends whom you hang out frequently. You share many common interests and topics and always seek to have fun with one another's company. Though sometimes there are a few disagreements here and there, they are settled quickly becox you cherish the friendship and thus you make compromises. You wont hesitate to confront that person if he or she steps on ur toes as it takes two to make a friendship work.
True(best) friends are very rare. They are the ones who will dare to fuck you upside down when he or she feels that you are doing sth wrong instead of keeping quiet and letting them continue. Whatever they do they will think of your situation, and they will try to change it for your own good even if that makes them the devil, even if that makes you hate them. They are the ones who will place you above themselves, who will be there when you needed them most, and are also the ones who weathered the most storms with you. They are the ones whom you will think of the moment you are in trouble, but thats becox they are the most dependable.
Now, ask yourselves honestly, how many close or true friends do you have? Are they uninfluenced by the touchy subject that is known to be "money"? It is very ironic, and in fact very depressing, to let a simple gift to a birthday boy or girl be laden with so much unhappiness and disagreements. It defeats the purpose of the gift and mocks the meaning behind it. A birthday gift should be given willingly, not asked commercially thru an sms or its likes. And even if it has to be done that way, it should be carried out very carefully, and definitely not with cold bluntness. Money is not a very nice subject to be discussed among friends, esp. if you are just normal friends, and even sometimes close friends can be affected by it. If you are cold and blunt, then its only natural that you receive what you give. Like i said, friendship takes effort to build and maintain. Unless you are referring to true friends whom you can be directly blunt with, otherwise you have to be socially ept, as simple as that.
I shall end off the part 1 of my GP essay here. 4.30am liao la, tired sia. To be continued..
Last week, i met our dearest Weixiong along the way home. He has grown taller (much taller than xy), became fitter and looks matured in every sense. Then i started thinking of the days we 2 actually walked home together all the time. Then i started thinking when did we stop doing that. It makes me wonder why some friends actually stop meeting up all of a sudden. Is it becox we suddenly have our differences? Is it becox of a conflict? Or is it becox due to that conflict, our pride prevents us from reconciling with one another? Im sure he still enjoys soccer, or even mahjong, so what then stops us from meeting up with him?
They say that friends come and go but i say that friends only go if u let them go. Friendship does not just pop out from somewhere all of a sudden and remains there forever. It requires effort to maintain it, compromise and mutual understanding. Normal gatherings like soccer, supper meetups, etc. are essential for such bonds to continue to last. They are like the bridges to what will then consequently form the different friendship status. The three i wish to talk about are these: normal friends, close friends and true(best) friends.
Normal friends are more like acquintances. You know them only superficially and talk only when necessary. You dont and wont talk much becox there isnt a common topic and are not familiar with that person's personality. When displeased by that person, you will choose to distance yourself from him or her rather than confront him or her.
Close friends are friends whom you hang out frequently. You share many common interests and topics and always seek to have fun with one another's company. Though sometimes there are a few disagreements here and there, they are settled quickly becox you cherish the friendship and thus you make compromises. You wont hesitate to confront that person if he or she steps on ur toes as it takes two to make a friendship work.
True(best) friends are very rare. They are the ones who will dare to fuck you upside down when he or she feels that you are doing sth wrong instead of keeping quiet and letting them continue. Whatever they do they will think of your situation, and they will try to change it for your own good even if that makes them the devil, even if that makes you hate them. They are the ones who will place you above themselves, who will be there when you needed them most, and are also the ones who weathered the most storms with you. They are the ones whom you will think of the moment you are in trouble, but thats becox they are the most dependable.
Now, ask yourselves honestly, how many close or true friends do you have? Are they uninfluenced by the touchy subject that is known to be "money"? It is very ironic, and in fact very depressing, to let a simple gift to a birthday boy or girl be laden with so much unhappiness and disagreements. It defeats the purpose of the gift and mocks the meaning behind it. A birthday gift should be given willingly, not asked commercially thru an sms or its likes. And even if it has to be done that way, it should be carried out very carefully, and definitely not with cold bluntness. Money is not a very nice subject to be discussed among friends, esp. if you are just normal friends, and even sometimes close friends can be affected by it. If you are cold and blunt, then its only natural that you receive what you give. Like i said, friendship takes effort to build and maintain. Unless you are referring to true friends whom you can be directly blunt with, otherwise you have to be socially ept, as simple as that.
I shall end off the part 1 of my GP essay here. 4.30am liao la, tired sia. To be continued..
Thursday, February 26, 2009
My Most Emo Post of All Times
What do you care about
forget all that i care about
i wish i didn't care
for all that's left is memories now
and in my mind shall it stay
i couldn't foresee the future ahead
becuz i thought you were there
now that you're gone, and gone for good
i hope it stays that way
nvm abt the hugs and kisses
you didn't want to hold my hands
what do you really care about
when this love is all so plain
is it the pleasure that holds you back?
or perhaps a passing cloud you just grabbed?
disappear into winterland
return and say "the end"
i was never in a position to choose
you chose to leave, i'm forced to lose
can't fight this decision i knew was coming
for your eyes show no holding back
one last time i ask of you
to hold me tight, then let me loose
give me a sign, you care for me
until i realise, my hands were around me
forget all that i care about
i wish i didn't care
for all that's left is memories now
and in my mind shall it stay
i couldn't foresee the future ahead
becuz i thought you were there
now that you're gone, and gone for good
i hope it stays that way
nvm abt the hugs and kisses
you didn't want to hold my hands
what do you really care about
when this love is all so plain
is it the pleasure that holds you back?
or perhaps a passing cloud you just grabbed?
disappear into winterland
return and say "the end"
i was never in a position to choose
you chose to leave, i'm forced to lose
can't fight this decision i knew was coming
for your eyes show no holding back
one last time i ask of you
to hold me tight, then let me loose
give me a sign, you care for me
until i realise, my hands were around me
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Champions League : Real Madrid vs Liverpool
i'm going to sleep now.
so that i can wake up to watch Real Madrid vs Liverpool later at 3.45am.
I didnt do any assignment for uni application today.
i'm screwed.
Hopefully i fall aslp immediately.
Hopefully i can wake up later.
Hopefully Liverpool win.
Hopefully im not tired tml.
Hopefully i can finish all my assignments.
Hopefully my application is successful.
Something stupid.
I jus realise im not posting on my blog.
so that i can wake up to watch Real Madrid vs Liverpool later at 3.45am.
I didnt do any assignment for uni application today.
i'm screwed.
Hopefully i fall aslp immediately.
Hopefully i can wake up later.
Hopefully Liverpool win.
Hopefully im not tired tml.
Hopefully i can finish all my assignments.
Hopefully my application is successful.
Something stupid.
I jus realise im not posting on my blog.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Emolicious yet again
Some people search for their love all their lives.
Some people don't.
Some people only realize how much it means to them when it lost.
Some people don't.
I guess this explains pretty much why some people who might have been through the same schools and yet only met many many years later. I guess some things are destined in life. Let me share with you the meaning of destiny that has been stuck in my brain ever since I came across it.
What is destiny?
Destiny is the bridge that you build to the one you loved.
To those out there still seeking your true love or even those who have found it, no matter how easy or difficult problems your facing, just persevere. Your bridge might just be a little more difficult to build than the others, but it will still take you there. =)
Okay crap. Back to Emolicious~
I wonder if you brought your crayons along with you all the time,
Because you add colours to my life anywhere anytime.
For that, I wrote something back for you.
Sweeping mines through the night,
Though I tried with all my might.
You still got all the mines right.
But I got the minesweeper right.
=)
Dream on, Chris......
Some people don't.
Some people only realize how much it means to them when it lost.
Some people don't.
I guess this explains pretty much why some people who might have been through the same schools and yet only met many many years later. I guess some things are destined in life. Let me share with you the meaning of destiny that has been stuck in my brain ever since I came across it.
What is destiny?
Destiny is the bridge that you build to the one you loved.
To those out there still seeking your true love or even those who have found it, no matter how easy or difficult problems your facing, just persevere. Your bridge might just be a little more difficult to build than the others, but it will still take you there. =)
Okay crap. Back to Emolicious~
I wonder if you brought your crayons along with you all the time,
Because you add colours to my life anywhere anytime.
For that, I wrote something back for you.
Sweeping mines through the night,
Though I tried with all my might.
You still got all the mines right.
But I got the minesweeper right.
=)
Dream on, Chris......
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Emolicious Run
That sudden urge;That emolicious run;
That made me realise;
That name of yours......
I shall name you CJ7888.
Teach me how to sweep mines pleaseee.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Notes on Valentines'.
After reading all the post-Valentines' entries, I would like to extend the blessings to BOTH the groups of singles and couples.
Had you had a great Valentines'?
This Valentines' has been a day, or period, rather, of mixed feelings for everyone (including you. yes, YOU). sweetness(double choc, caramelised, honey comb, diabetically aphrodisiacal), bitterness(vomit-inducing, tear-generating, the thought stopper), pain(heart wrenching, intolerable, pleasurable?), ecstatical bliss( ) and love. Some more, some less. Some all and more.
-How do u say how much you feel with three words, or less(or none)?
(not trying to put a point forward here but all the people with emo status' seem to have their names start with the letter after 'I')
Just kidding..
"I love you" (or replace 'love' with other words with more or less 4 letters)
"I'm _____" (choose from:happy, sad, excited, crushed, lonely, emotional, silly or insert own word)
-How do you surprise?
A flower? A bouquet? 99 roses?
A ring? A proposal with a knee on the ground?
A profession of love? A gift to the stranger always sitting beside you during lectures? Random love notes to all the lockers in school(for fun, to fish, for business)?
-How do u deal with the surprise/disappointment?
Feel happy that he/she is beaming with joy?
Expect something in return?
Feel crushed that everything has come to waste?
Wonder how much he/she means what they say?
Be caught in that tangle of memory of disappointment and pain?
Feel like "Miss Invisible" or "The Man Who Can't Be Moved"?
In this light, it is so strange to know that the titles of the top 4 songs of 2008 are:
Apologise
Low
Take A Bow
Stranger
Others included in the top 100 are:
Your Love Is A Lie
Crush
No One
Disturbia
Better in Time
Misery Business
Empty
No Air
Shadow of the Day
Heartbreaker
Like You'll Never See Me Again
Inconsolable
Leavin'
Can't Hold On
Sorry
Hate That I Love You
Then again, to the people in a relationship, I wish you'd stay happy in that relationship and find love in your partner and find bliss in your relationship (ever after). To the people who do not have a partner, maybe the person you are looking for (consciously or not) might just be an acquaintance or someone among your friends. You'd never know what will happen. That stranger in the long train home might just be someone to you in years to come. To the people who have chosen to remain single, rejoice. Single Awareness Day does not have to be a sad day. Valentines' already over anyway.
Rejoice. Bliss is upon us(like the heat rays). Tomorrow never dies and tomorrow will be good. =)
Had you had a great Valentines'?
This Valentines' has been a day, or period, rather, of mixed feelings for everyone (including you. yes, YOU). sweetness(double choc, caramelised, honey comb, diabetically aphrodisiacal), bitterness(vomit-inducing, tear-generating, the thought stopper), pain(heart wrenching, intolerable, pleasurable?), ecstatical bliss( ) and love. Some more, some less. Some all and more.
-How do u say how much you feel with three words, or less(or none)?
(not trying to put a point forward here but all the people with emo status' seem to have their names start with the letter after 'I')
Just kidding..
"I love you" (or replace 'love' with other words with more or less 4 letters)
"I'm _____" (choose from:happy, sad, excited, crushed, lonely, emotional, silly or insert own word)
-How do you surprise?
A flower? A bouquet? 99 roses?
A ring? A proposal with a knee on the ground?
A profession of love? A gift to the stranger always sitting beside you during lectures? Random love notes to all the lockers in school(for fun, to fish, for business)?
-How do u deal with the surprise/disappointment?
Feel happy that he/she is beaming with joy?
Expect something in return?
Feel crushed that everything has come to waste?
Wonder how much he/she means what they say?
Be caught in that tangle of memory of disappointment and pain?
Feel like "Miss Invisible" or "The Man Who Can't Be Moved"?
In this light, it is so strange to know that the titles of the top 4 songs of 2008 are:
Apologise
Low
Take A Bow
Stranger
Others included in the top 100 are:
Your Love Is A Lie
Crush
No One
Disturbia
Better in Time
Misery Business
Empty
No Air
Shadow of the Day
Heartbreaker
Like You'll Never See Me Again
Inconsolable
Leavin'
Can't Hold On
Sorry
Hate That I Love You
Then again, to the people in a relationship, I wish you'd stay happy in that relationship and find love in your partner and find bliss in your relationship (ever after). To the people who do not have a partner, maybe the person you are looking for (consciously or not) might just be an acquaintance or someone among your friends. You'd never know what will happen. That stranger in the long train home might just be someone to you in years to come. To the people who have chosen to remain single, rejoice. Single Awareness Day does not have to be a sad day. Valentines' already over anyway.
Rejoice. Bliss is upon us(like the heat rays). Tomorrow never dies and tomorrow will be good. =)
Mahjong RuleZ
i was thinking of coming out with our own mahjong rules. haha...
anyone still on abt the Drinking Mahjong game?
anyone still on abt the Drinking Mahjong game?
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Big Blue Sky
okay, now i hope we have cleared the gloomy air that has fallen upon us.
it's too tiring reading the long posts lah, machiam like my textbook like that.
or even worse than john's literature text.
we are e4ians. nothing can change that.
besides, we need to find something other than mj to do. i rmbed we talked abt it during the dec holidays but arrived with no conclusion on that part. haha.. mj is too fang bian as something to do when we meet up.
by the way, are we going anywhere this mid-year? taiwan? hehe. hot springs leh. so far i think the whole bunch of us haven't go overseas together yet, always small grps here, small grps there. let us all go to taiwan, and get ourselves some XMMs. those with gfs, don't worry. we will keep mum abt it.
oh ya, think we better stop the hunting for a while. it's getting more boring ever since the first mission. either that, or we do the same as what we did for the first mission for every cars parked in the hunting grounds.
poh, if your image is upright, then i don't know what's right liao lah.
it's too tiring reading the long posts lah, machiam like my textbook like that.
or even worse than john's literature text.
we are e4ians. nothing can change that.
besides, we need to find something other than mj to do. i rmbed we talked abt it during the dec holidays but arrived with no conclusion on that part. haha.. mj is too fang bian as something to do when we meet up.
by the way, are we going anywhere this mid-year? taiwan? hehe. hot springs leh. so far i think the whole bunch of us haven't go overseas together yet, always small grps here, small grps there. let us all go to taiwan, and get ourselves some XMMs. those with gfs, don't worry. we will keep mum abt it.
oh ya, think we better stop the hunting for a while. it's getting more boring ever since the first mission. either that, or we do the same as what we did for the first mission for every cars parked in the hunting grounds.
poh, if your image is upright, then i don't know what's right liao lah.
mc day
today i on mc. yet no one believe. sad. say i chao keng.
BTW as the blog can be viewed by public, i have to maintain my upright image. for those who dunno me, im the kind that rarely play mahjong and i'm forced into their so call 'hunting' activity.
BTW as the blog can be viewed by public, i have to maintain my upright image. for those who dunno me, im the kind that rarely play mahjong and i'm forced into their so call 'hunting' activity.
Letter of the day
Okay. V.day over and many things happened over the weekend. My blessings for those blissful couples and to us single lads, hopefully we find our other half too. One of the major shocking things that happened very unexpectedly is the you-know-what. Been thinking about this matter and keeping mum about it, now i think its time for me to organize my thoughts and put it to words.
Disclaimer: The below-mentioned things are PURELY me and my thoughts and may or may not represent what others feels. Pardon me but I feel that its time to say something. My greatest apologies to those who are offended by my words.
To: Whom it may concern & u
Some things just don't occur just overnight or over a single thing. Hopefully, u did realise or feel something amiss A LONG TIME AGO and if u didn't, disappointment is all I can think of now. I know its futile digging up history now but I sincerely hope u do see what turned the friendship sour.
Firstly, I guessed u already know by now that we are pretty upset over WL's present. Let me make this clear that it is not the monetary issue that created the unhappiness and its the fact that u planned and decided ON YOUR OWN and left us no room for discussion and "requested" that we do not buy any present. u asked me if I know that I do not need get any presents and I was like HUH, since when did we plan what to get for WL. u then told us to pay XX for a two year present. I SERIOUSLY DONT MIND PAY XX AMT FOR THE PRESENT but FOR A TWO YEAR PRESENT, DONT U THINK ITS ABIT WTF? U EVEN PLANNED FOR THE FOLLOWING YEAR. ASK YOURSELF IF U EVER CARED FOR ANYONE'S PRESENT THIS YEAR FOR THOSE THAT HAVE PASSED UP TO TODAY. Seriously, pardon me but life doesn't really revolves only around U AND WHAT U WANT. Or do u want us to message u and say," Hey, pass us XX amt for the next 2 years for whoever's present since ur bf is not around." I hope u understand that WL IS OUR FRIEND and not just UR BF.
Secondly, the next thing that I can think of now is the birthday party issue between u, favian and johny. I admit I was very upset and unhappy over what happened. Firstly, u planned to celebrate together and u even got UR OWN PROPOSED FOOD LIST READY without consulting the other 2 birthday boys. Then for what u get them to go down to the place that day. Then after, not only u decided to cancel the celebration, how nice of u to even plan for them what day and time they can celebrate their own birthday. And u took the best timing and expect us to turn up without even thinking whether the other 2 birthday boys can make it. In the end, did u wonder how many ppl were at favian's party? Did favian's feelings ever crossed ur mind if his clique were not able to attend his party just because they have to attend ur party and comparing favian's relationship with them with urs. If I were in favian's shoes, I will be awfully upset even though I understand that they went because of ur BF. Again, I have to emphasize that please be more sensitive over others' feelings and think for others too. I know u may not have realise what u have done cause u may not mean it. But please be more mindful of others in future. Its good to take initiative but over-doing it by planning without consulting will cause unhappiness. Anyway, do u know that johny was at ur party? Did u realise that he wasn't there during the photo taking? Or johny's presence doesn't really matter? How would u feel if u go for ur friend's party and ur friend forgot about u? Just my thoughts though.
Thirdly, its regarding chiu's present. When we told u how much to pay for the presents, u asked what we bought and how much were each individual gifts then u come telling to us that u not sharing for chiu's present. Its retard and troublesome to collect like $2 all over again from the 10 over people and poor johny came out with u and ur bf 's share out of his own pocket. Then why ask in the first place and dont inform us in advance that ur not sharing. It was way passed his birthday that we bought his present and I believe u had sufficient time to consider not to share with us. And not after we telling u how much it cost. And yet again, its not about the monetary issue that I am concerned of. Anyway, I am kind of curious is it so hard to find a right time to give chiu his present or is it just an excuse. Its passed 3 months and counting. And I am more than excited to find out what u have got for him that made u not share for chiu's present.
Okay. Enough of ranting. That's all I can think of now. I know I have no rights or whatsoever to comment on u but its just my feelings. I am telling u this still as a friend hoping that u do not offend more people in future cause I don't think its only me that feels so. Just be more sensitive and mindful =)
WL, this part is catered for you. Its not that you are not part of the clique anymore or neither I did not regard u as one of us anymore. I still treat you as a friend that's why I did not say anything about your gf cause I don't want you to get hurt. And not that I did not try to see what you can see in her, but all i can say is I failed. Yes, you can put the blame on me that's for sure but after all the things that happened, I really don't know how to put it across to you till today. You also know that we find it hard to find a common topic these days, and its true. Not that we don't want to include you in our activities but we lead different lifestyles now like what u said. The memories were beautiful which I also reminisced but now we have to accept the fact that we lead different lives. We do things that you don't, and vice versa. I hope you can understand that part. We will still be the e4-ians. Do spend more time with the rest or will end up losing what's more worth in life. Some things are hard to retrieve once lost.
Anyway, I would like to take this opportunity to say SORRY to all my beloved e4ians for the wrong things that I have done and said. I will be a better friend. Let bygones be bygones. I believe time will heal everything. =)
Much love,
Chris
Disclaimer: The below-mentioned things are PURELY me and my thoughts and may or may not represent what others feels. Pardon me but I feel that its time to say something. My greatest apologies to those who are offended by my words.
To: Whom it may concern & u
Some things just don't occur just overnight or over a single thing. Hopefully, u did realise or feel something amiss A LONG TIME AGO and if u didn't, disappointment is all I can think of now. I know its futile digging up history now but I sincerely hope u do see what turned the friendship sour.
Firstly, I guessed u already know by now that we are pretty upset over WL's present. Let me make this clear that it is not the monetary issue that created the unhappiness and its the fact that u planned and decided ON YOUR OWN and left us no room for discussion and "requested" that we do not buy any present. u asked me if I know that I do not need get any presents and I was like HUH, since when did we plan what to get for WL. u then told us to pay XX for a two year present. I SERIOUSLY DONT MIND PAY XX AMT FOR THE PRESENT but FOR A TWO YEAR PRESENT, DONT U THINK ITS ABIT WTF? U EVEN PLANNED FOR THE FOLLOWING YEAR. ASK YOURSELF IF U EVER CARED FOR ANYONE'S PRESENT THIS YEAR FOR THOSE THAT HAVE PASSED UP TO TODAY. Seriously, pardon me but life doesn't really revolves only around U AND WHAT U WANT. Or do u want us to message u and say," Hey, pass us XX amt for the next 2 years for whoever's present since ur bf is not around." I hope u understand that WL IS OUR FRIEND and not just UR BF.
Secondly, the next thing that I can think of now is the birthday party issue between u, favian and johny. I admit I was very upset and unhappy over what happened. Firstly, u planned to celebrate together and u even got UR OWN PROPOSED FOOD LIST READY without consulting the other 2 birthday boys. Then for what u get them to go down to the place that day. Then after, not only u decided to cancel the celebration, how nice of u to even plan for them what day and time they can celebrate their own birthday. And u took the best timing and expect us to turn up without even thinking whether the other 2 birthday boys can make it. In the end, did u wonder how many ppl were at favian's party? Did favian's feelings ever crossed ur mind if his clique were not able to attend his party just because they have to attend ur party and comparing favian's relationship with them with urs. If I were in favian's shoes, I will be awfully upset even though I understand that they went because of ur BF. Again, I have to emphasize that please be more sensitive over others' feelings and think for others too. I know u may not have realise what u have done cause u may not mean it. But please be more mindful of others in future. Its good to take initiative but over-doing it by planning without consulting will cause unhappiness. Anyway, do u know that johny was at ur party? Did u realise that he wasn't there during the photo taking? Or johny's presence doesn't really matter? How would u feel if u go for ur friend's party and ur friend forgot about u? Just my thoughts though.
Thirdly, its regarding chiu's present. When we told u how much to pay for the presents, u asked what we bought and how much were each individual gifts then u come telling to us that u not sharing for chiu's present. Its retard and troublesome to collect like $2 all over again from the 10 over people and poor johny came out with u and ur bf 's share out of his own pocket. Then why ask in the first place and dont inform us in advance that ur not sharing. It was way passed his birthday that we bought his present and I believe u had sufficient time to consider not to share with us. And not after we telling u how much it cost. And yet again, its not about the monetary issue that I am concerned of. Anyway, I am kind of curious is it so hard to find a right time to give chiu his present or is it just an excuse. Its passed 3 months and counting. And I am more than excited to find out what u have got for him that made u not share for chiu's present.
Okay. Enough of ranting. That's all I can think of now. I know I have no rights or whatsoever to comment on u but its just my feelings. I am telling u this still as a friend hoping that u do not offend more people in future cause I don't think its only me that feels so. Just be more sensitive and mindful =)
WL, this part is catered for you. Its not that you are not part of the clique anymore or neither I did not regard u as one of us anymore. I still treat you as a friend that's why I did not say anything about your gf cause I don't want you to get hurt. And not that I did not try to see what you can see in her, but all i can say is I failed. Yes, you can put the blame on me that's for sure but after all the things that happened, I really don't know how to put it across to you till today. You also know that we find it hard to find a common topic these days, and its true. Not that we don't want to include you in our activities but we lead different lifestyles now like what u said. The memories were beautiful which I also reminisced but now we have to accept the fact that we lead different lives. We do things that you don't, and vice versa. I hope you can understand that part. We will still be the e4-ians. Do spend more time with the rest or will end up losing what's more worth in life. Some things are hard to retrieve once lost.
Anyway, I would like to take this opportunity to say SORRY to all my beloved e4ians for the wrong things that I have done and said. I will be a better friend. Let bygones be bygones. I believe time will heal everything. =)
Much love,
Chris
let the past be in the past
don't dwell on the past.
cuz the past you can't change a bit.
but look into the future.
there's more to it than the present.
i got very emo after listening to
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIfZYAUTL8k&feature=related
あなたのこと待ってるよ
it kinda means 'i'm waiting for you'
describes the feeling i have now towards alfredo and carbonara with cream sauce.
and some other craps.
lots of emo stuffs recently.
so, why not we all sit ourselves down, have a nice drink, and see life in a lighter way?
i don't like to see anyone frown.
i don't like to see anyone sad.
i don't like to see anyone crying.
but i especially like it when chiu hao showed his sianz face when he bao.
My Quote for the day
Kind words do not cost much. They never blister the tongue or lips. They make other people good-natured. They also produce their own image on men's souls, and a beautiful image it is.
-- Blaise Pascal
cuz the past you can't change a bit.
but look into the future.
there's more to it than the present.
i got very emo after listening to
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIfZYAUTL8k&feature=related
あなたのこと待ってるよ
it kinda means 'i'm waiting for you'
describes the feeling i have now towards alfredo and carbonara with cream sauce.
and some other craps.
lots of emo stuffs recently.
so, why not we all sit ourselves down, have a nice drink, and see life in a lighter way?
i don't like to see anyone frown.
i don't like to see anyone sad.
i don't like to see anyone crying.
but i especially like it when chiu hao showed his sianz face when he bao.
My Quote for the day
Kind words do not cost much. They never blister the tongue or lips. They make other people good-natured. They also produce their own image on men's souls, and a beautiful image it is.
-- Blaise Pascal
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
e4mo Valentine's Day
e4mo's 1st vday.
went out for late lunch at bukit timah.
theme of the place is "not so sweet".
went to john's house for mahjong.
went to fei fei for supper.
went to seletar for hunting.
hunting was shitz, poh didn't shine the light long enough for all to see.
and that uncle stared at all of us becuz we're peeking at him and his partner making out at the back of the van. nice.
didn't emo for the whole of vday.
today, i broke my resolutions again.
and i invented one word. boku.
something like... "BOKU YOU!"
i need to be reminded not to talk abt her.
已是前年
went out for late lunch at bukit timah.
theme of the place is "not so sweet".
went to john's house for mahjong.
went to fei fei for supper.
went to seletar for hunting.
hunting was shitz, poh didn't shine the light long enough for all to see.
and that uncle stared at all of us becuz we're peeking at him and his partner making out at the back of the van. nice.
didn't emo for the whole of vday.
today, i broke my resolutions again.
and i invented one word. boku.
something like... "BOKU YOU!"
i need to be reminded not to talk abt her.
已是前年
PAP kpkb
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i was still thinking of going to australia to find weiliang next year vday
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
becoz its CNY first day
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
so i can still fly back the 2nd day
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
anything u like lo
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
but i guess i should refrain from doing that le
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
firstly, the cost....
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
2ndly, 8 hours there, 8 hrs back
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i will DIE
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
yea
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
cool
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
is it a long weekend for next year's vday?
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
nv check
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
YA!
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
it is
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
14th is SUNDAY
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
n a public holiday
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
then
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
15th is 2nd day CNY
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i can even come back on 3rd day of CNY...
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
16th
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
ok
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i can fly on 12th Feb 2010, friday night
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
n come back on Tuesday 16th Feb
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
sorry but i dun really wish to know
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
ps
I bet she doen't knw the meaning of "Tok to the hand"
i was still thinking of going to australia to find weiliang next year vday
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
becoz its CNY first day
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
so i can still fly back the 2nd day
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
anything u like lo
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
but i guess i should refrain from doing that le
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
firstly, the cost....
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
2ndly, 8 hours there, 8 hrs back
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i will DIE
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
yea
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
cool
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
is it a long weekend for next year's vday?
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
nv check
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
YA!
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
it is
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
14th is SUNDAY
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
n a public holiday
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
then
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
15th is 2nd day CNY
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i can even come back on 3rd day of CNY...
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
16th
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
ok
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
i can fly on 12th Feb 2010, friday night
< <> > Happy Valentine's Day to everyone... says:
n come back on Tuesday 16th Feb
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
sorry but i dun really wish to know
Failed. Tok to the hand says:
ps
I bet she doen't knw the meaning of "Tok to the hand"
grammer error
johny. our blog title got grammer error: where our stories TURN emo.... not turns.
i apologise for my nitpickingness
i apologise for my nitpickingness
Saturday, February 14, 2009
vday live at penang
i cant believe my vday jus ended lidat.
"omg why r u here?! here's penang u know?" is the only thing she said. when she 1st saw me.
only met her till 5. although it was 7hrs, but we r not alone. n she went out to climb penang hill with her lecturer n frens.
the nite time was mine. quite the same as last nite.
saded. my vday is only 3 paragraph.
nv celebrate ur vday oversea. u might end up more lonely.
"omg why r u here?! here's penang u know?" is the only thing she said. when she 1st saw me.
only met her till 5. although it was 7hrs, but we r not alone. n she went out to climb penang hill with her lecturer n frens.
the nite time was mine. quite the same as last nite.
saded. my vday is only 3 paragraph.
nv celebrate ur vday oversea. u might end up more lonely.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Valentine Week Sadness
1) The blood donation drive conducted in school rejected me as a donor becuz my vein was too small. The nurse was surprised I was able to donate 4 times before. The risk is having my vein collapse and the blood stop flowing. I was given a bag of nuts and the stupid red squeezy thing again.
2) I just found out some girl that i fancy in sch is attached. tmd.
3) The vday jelly cakes that i bought was destroyed becuz i put it too close to the laptop and the heat melted the jelly.
4) I calculated and found out i still can't survive with 2 tuitions going on at the same time. anyway, my new tuition kid is a girl. cute and blur.
5) still no date on vday.
In view of all us singles, the activites proposed are...
1) drink until you get crazy over pub's waitress
2) play mj until mon comes. yes, monday. not sunday. we can take a break for soccer.
3) travel to occ or safra for pool. that will be the same as last year as we celebrate Single Awareness Day.
4) movies, and see all those couples hugging, kissing, and touching each other at the backseats
5) midnight, we go to parks and see old couples doing it. however, this need the strong support of ppl who have gfs (i.e. jing, chiu, vian), plus jing's very very powerful search light. not to mention chris and me to dismount from vehicles and recee.
that's abt all i can think of.
vday, or is it dday? platoon, MOVE OUT~
2) I just found out some girl that i fancy in sch is attached. tmd.
3) The vday jelly cakes that i bought was destroyed becuz i put it too close to the laptop and the heat melted the jelly.
4) I calculated and found out i still can't survive with 2 tuitions going on at the same time. anyway, my new tuition kid is a girl. cute and blur.
5) still no date on vday.
In view of all us singles, the activites proposed are...
1) drink until you get crazy over pub's waitress
2) play mj until mon comes. yes, monday. not sunday. we can take a break for soccer.
3) travel to occ or safra for pool. that will be the same as last year as we celebrate Single Awareness Day.
4) movies, and see all those couples hugging, kissing, and touching each other at the backseats
5) midnight, we go to parks and see old couples doing it. however, this need the strong support of ppl who have gfs (i.e. jing, chiu, vian), plus jing's very very powerful search light. not to mention chris and me to dismount from vehicles and recee.
that's abt all i can think of.
vday, or is it dday? platoon, MOVE OUT~
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Vday riddle
Question: What do you say if someone accuses you of not being sporty?
Answer: I'm not a leopard
Answer: I'm not a leopard
Vday!
Thoughts on Unpacking, Thom Gunn
Unpacking in the raw new rooms, I clear,
Or try to clear, a space for us, that we
May cultivate an ease of moving here
With no encumbrance near,
In amplitude. But something hinders me:
Where do those go, these knick-knacks I forgot?
-- Gadgets we bought and kept, thinking perhaps
They might e useful someday, and a lot
Of others that were not:
Bent keys, Italian grammars, Mickey Mouse caps.
And there are worse grotesques that, out of sight,
Unpacked, unlabelled, somehow followed too:
The urgencies we did not share, the spite
Of such and such a night,
Poses, mistakes? an unclean residue
That drift, one after another, till I find
They have filled the space I carefully prepared;
The sagging shapes I thought we left behind
crawl out within the mind
seeming to sneer This is the past you shared.
I take a broom to them; but when I thrust
Round the diminished luggage, some roll back,
Surviving from my outbreak of disgust
As balls of hair and dust
Made buoyant with a kind of fictive lack
I need your help with these. They rest unseen
in furniture we know, and plot a changing
To grey confusion of the space between.
Now, as I sweep it clean,
I realise that love is an arranging.
Unpacking in the raw new rooms, I clear,
Or try to clear, a space for us, that we
May cultivate an ease of moving here
With no encumbrance near,
In amplitude. But something hinders me:
Where do those go, these knick-knacks I forgot?
-- Gadgets we bought and kept, thinking perhaps
They might e useful someday, and a lot
Of others that were not:
Bent keys, Italian grammars, Mickey Mouse caps.
And there are worse grotesques that, out of sight,
Unpacked, unlabelled, somehow followed too:
The urgencies we did not share, the spite
Of such and such a night,
Poses, mistakes? an unclean residue
That drift, one after another, till I find
They have filled the space I carefully prepared;
The sagging shapes I thought we left behind
crawl out within the mind
seeming to sneer This is the past you shared.
I take a broom to them; but when I thrust
Round the diminished luggage, some roll back,
Surviving from my outbreak of disgust
As balls of hair and dust
Made buoyant with a kind of fictive lack
I need your help with these. They rest unseen
in furniture we know, and plot a changing
To grey confusion of the space between.
Now, as I sweep it clean,
I realise that love is an arranging.
Valentines
V.Day is just 2 days awayy~ well, i dont have any dates for that day so it will be a Singles' Club E4mo* day . My hands are itchy still~ Didn't get the right dosage last week. Seemingly the dosage needs to be increased as time passes. Social becomes cravings becomes addictions. Stopping all medications as of last night, I wanna drink this coming weekend~
*For more information:
Event: Singles' Club E4mo
Date: 14 Feb 2009
Time and Venue: To be advised~
Main Contact Person: Johny
Theme: Emo
I think you are the key...
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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