从开始到现在......

ayee... came across this old song '从开始到现在' and the lyrics kinda triggered alot of emotions and thoughts. By right 从开始 i shouldn't got myself into this mess but 到现在 i had never regretted. I know no matter how hard I try, its futile but I still continue to give my everything against all odds. Till the day i drop to the ground and say I am really tired, I know I tried and its time to move on. I need a bottle. A bottle to fill my thoughts and cast it away in the sea. Why is life always out to make fun of us. I guess life ain't fairytales afterall. Not always lived happily ever after.

The reason that kept me going...